So I caome here and tell all of you because my friends and family have no idea how badly I hurt.
The solution does not come from words, ideas, debates.
A connection with a Higher Power that I choose to call God. But, it's not good, that's for sure! And I got a bridge to sell him too. I watched that National Geographic channel special on meth last week and got scared all over again. Generations down the road will scrutinize us, looking at our wars, our failures, and our successes. But please pray for me.
I keep reading posts in here and so many of you talk about how happy you are and how great life is. But than I am glad I wont have this insanity much longer, I could come home and just be filled with peace. :bigcry I have no idea if the woman is involved or not.
and that the more time that passes.
Make him prove himself? I don't have a good job.
how do i come to terms with a loss that i feel like i will never get over. Built on bricks that you can hold in your hand, not dreams and imaginations in midair.
The peace that can be felt on a battlefield or in a prison.
I wish they would keep her in rehab forever.
if I just wait and pray.
I don't even have time for anyone. :bigcry I have no idea if the woman is involved or not.
But than I am glad I wont have this insanity much longer, I could come home and just be filled with peace.
But, that is another reason I see my psych.
I wish they would keep her in rehab forever. and she was for many years.
I'm really glad I found this site, I just needed to get this off my chest. What the hell she wants with him is unknown to me. I wish they would keep her in rehab forever. She will likely get probation, but I'm praying for whatever is best for her long term - I am relying on my HP to guide the authorities and I'll be content with whatever happens.
I dont know yet what I will do when he comes out, do I let him come back home? In recovery, I have TEN friends like this - and am receiving more all the time. I am constantly checking my email and voice mail to see if there is any progress on my file. I know it's not the same for him, he wants his dad there, but I can only do what I can do. Just so very, very sad. We did family week at rehab last week and while it was really hard, I think she may be getting the picture that meth has been ruining her life.
And this existence needs to mean something.
I allowed the insanity to go on, if I was strong enough I would have kick his behind out and not have dealt with it.
They are not giving him meds for his medical condition!
or just completely end it?